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May. 27th, 2009


I am ready for love!
I am ready to be loved
I am ready to fall; hard & deep.

Jan. 22nd, 2009


and we were the places that we wanted to go.

life is shitty ppl are shitty- i always want to give ppl the benifit of the doubt.
but ppl just shoot their own legs. Fuck off assholes.

i can only accept true friendship in my life.
boys suck if they arent honest..

honesty is one of the keys to my heart.
i dont know how to lie- so i dont do it often, unless i haveHAVEHAVE to.

Thank god you never proceed with that stupidity of mentirme, pork por mi vida que nunca te via perdonado.

pero te deseo suerte, la mejor de ellas..
siempre usa la honestidad!

mi papi decia que los errores se pagan con lagrimas,sangre o dinero!!
devemos de ser cautilosos..


Aug. 17th, 2008


i think to much to little some times.
i hate hypocrites!
i hate people that know things (great things) and don't like sharing them as if letting others know about an amazing thing you know (art related) is going to affect that great thing in a bad way! fuck off idiots!
I am a huge believer that art should be shared, cherished, admired, spoken about, loved!!!

i need to start buying my art materials again. I sort of ran out and need to put my frustration, my love, my anger, my misunderstandings- into art again. Last time i did that was few thousand decades ago! & its about that time of my life i "do" again.

I cant help but believe that when the subject of loves comes up, humans are always going to have a different view on it, like everything of course.
if we all had the same mind set or... we all would had died in the first war or we all would  be married to the same guy/girl.

Some believe that we can only fall in love one time "for real"
others believe that we can fall in love "the real" love more than once.

from my part i love that feeling that comes with being in love. The idea the ideal. So for me is easy to say that i am always in love. and that i want to believe dearly that we are meant to be in love more than once.
SO i hope that even if you believe that you can only fall in love once in a life time.. you experience it every chance you get!!!1

I think we deserve it! we suffer to much we struggle to much we live to long yet to short to not want to experience LOVE every chance we get!!

LOVE!! love dearly purely with whom ever but love!!!!

Jan. 8th, 2008

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Patricia, your Life Path of 3 ...


You are creative, expressive and blessed with some type of talent that is guaranteed to put you in the spotlight at least once in your life. You have an upbeat personality and others find you easy to identify with. You also have the potential to become the symbol for an entire culture or generation. Many beloved entertainers, columnists, movie stars and inspirational leaders in the world are number 3's.

Your creative and performing talents are also augmented by your astounding ability to understand and empathize with others. You are the number that knows how to "give the people what they want." For this reason many of you also end up in sales or advertising as your innate charm enables you to "sell ice to an Eskimo."

You often rise to the top of any career that you choose but the old cliche "it's lonely at the top" also applies to you. This is because threes are often fated to be loved by many but not by one special other. However most as most 3's are naturally philanthropic and giving of their hearts, many are quite satisfied with the mass attention and social popularity that is often part of their life path.

In fact, the highest attainment of your life path is the polishing and perfecting of your talent and sharing it with the world. Unfortunately as you do so you may find yourself leaving a lot of broken hearts along the way. A challenge for many 3's is also not to become too jaded about love.

As you are very independent and light on your feet you may have a problem finding a life partner that understands your ambitions or that is willing to share you with so many other people. Even if you don't achieve fame, 3's tend to be at the very center of their community and enjoy a thriving social and love life. In fact having too many romances during one lifetime is very characteristic of a 3.

As you always put talent or career first you might also find yourself to be the odd person out in a number of love triangles during your life. Usually this is because a career calling forces a 3 to abandon a partner who cannot keep up with them. Sometimes their fast-paced lifestyle does not offer them the time to cultivate a relationship. For this reason you also might find your relationships to be more unorthodox than others might; finding soul mates who are already attached or that are much older or much younger than you.

As you have a very spiritually sophisticated view of life you embrace change without the fear that is experienced by most of the other numbers. Often this causes you hardships financially, as you are the number that is most willing to gamble or take a big risk to launch a new project.

You are capable of making large amounts of money, but also capable of spending it all just as fast. As you are not very materially minded you are not necessarily concerned about this but your carefree attitude about money often alarms your family and business associates.

Your tendency to live for today and not for tomorrow is a blessing as well as curse for you as you journey along your life path. The drawback of this is that you are easily distracted from your responsibilities.

The rare number three that is not successful in life has probably lost his or her focus. The positive aspect of this tendency to live in the here and now is that you rapidly bounce back from any type of misfortune and like a chameleon have an uncanny ability to reinvent yourself throughout your life time.

Patricia, your Soul Urge of 7 ...

What You Desire To Be, To Have, and To Do In Your Life


The highest calling of your soul is to learn about everything scientific and esoteric. Your thirst for knowledge is only quenched by copious hours alone spent studying your pet subjects. This can be any subject as many of you aspire to have brains that are the equivalent of Alexandrian libraries.

You love to read and subjects such as history, science, metaphysics, physics, archaeology and religion fuel your rich imagination with inspiration and ideas. Many of you are geniuses, plain and simple.

Others may perceive you as very cold and even socially dysfunctional but actually your detachment from others is very spiritually sophisticated. You don't like expressing your emotions and like Dorothy Parker said you believe that "spilling one's guts is as ugly as it sounds."

Your reluctance to let anyone get to know the real you is an innate defense mechanism that prevents you from being hurt by others. You better than anybody know that knowledge is power and you don't want anyone to have power over you. This is because you often perceive relationships and their accompanying dramas and emotions to be an intrusion into your personal headspace.

You are usually a dreamer rather than a doer and best suit an occupation that allows you to sit and conceptualize to your heart's desire. Money means nothing to you as all of your riches come from books and learning however many of you often end up in well paid positions simply because you are brilliant and excel in school.

As you are so helpless socially and often unkempt personally as well, one of your greatest wishes is that someone will come along and take care of you. As you are so charming and humble in a mysterious way you usually luck out in the romance department. You have a knack for attracting individuals who need to feel special by being aligned with someone special and your eccentricities certainly fit the bill.

Your tendency to isolate yourself can also lead to distorted perceptions of reality and cognitive disorders such as obsessive compulsion and paranoia. It is a number 7 who is most likely to develop an obsession with a celebrity or create a conspiracy theory. Those are extreme examples but you need to realize that you are only human and that a lack of human contact and especially affection can distort your personality in unpleasant and unproductive ways.

As you are not that concerned with sex your libido which is often badly suppressed may also express itself in odd ways. It may manifest as a mania about a topic or obsession with cleanliness. Like a pure bred horse, you need a practical-minded steady companion to reign you in when your imagination goes wild.

You may also have a tendency to get stuck on one person whether the love is requited or not. You may idealize this person and see them as a symbol rather than who they really are. In romance, you really do need to watch a tendency to project the qualities of a god or goddess on a quite ordinary person.

Living too much inside your head might present a lifetime's worth of challenge for you. Your cool personality often makes it difficult for you to make friends. Opportunities often pass you by because your brilliance makes you forgetful. The best way to draw your soul out of the either and back down into your body is to work out and exercise regularly. Long walks alone in nature can help satisfy your need for both solitude and grounding.

Patricia, your Expression of 3 ...
Your Potential Natural Talents and Abilities


You are at the height of your self-expression when you feel that others are experiencing "being high on life" like you are. One of your personal goals may be to uplift humanity or spread joy or enthusiasm wherever you go. You know how to unite others through the magic of performance, song dance, singing, acting or literature. For this reason, you are fated to entertain others in some way, whether you are in showbiz or not!

You are imaginative in every way possible. As you are a great innovator your career choice may be unorthodox in some way. You consider the accumulation of experiences to be your greatest wealth so you may choose a career in which you travel a lot so you can meet as many people and encounter as many different kinds of situations as possible.

You love to dare to be grand and this is reflected in your mannerisms and speech. You often speak in full paragraphs and are a captivating storyteller. You often throw your entire body into your self-expression so that it is one with what you are saying. For this reason many of you make incredible actors, opera singers, teachers or performers.

You also have a natural dexterity that makes it easy for you to learn and play music. Threes are often blessed with a natural sense of comic timing as well as rhythm. This makes you an excellent dancer and lover.

You love philosophy and the old cliches that are true in life so when you feel lost emotionally you rely on wise words to get you through. You rarely take anything that happens to you in life personally, a trait that frustrates your enemies to no end. This ability to let stuff "roll off your back" serves you well in the many complex emotional situations that threes often get into.

You relate better to large groups of people then you do one on one. As threes are often no shows in their family lives and rarely have time to pay attention to their lovers they are likely to show their affection by giving lavish gifts. However this is often perceived by others as an attempt to buy others affection or as a lousy substitute for real emotional support.

As you adore being in the spotlight you probably dress to impress. Either you dress in the latest trendy fashions or in an eccentric fashion that makes it impossible for others not to notice you. As you are an oddly sentimental creature, you are fond of heirlooms and one of a kind jewelry and clothing that sets you apart from the crowd.

One of the greatest gifts you have to offer others is your boundless optimism and enthusiasm for life. Others who meet you rarely forget you as you always make a permanent first impression.

Although on the surface you might appear to be a bit shallow to others usually you are motivated by the desire to have others transcend petty emotions and pains in life. Nothing annoys you more than a person that insists on looking down at his shoes when he could be looking up at a big wide sky full of stars. The ultimate achievement of your life expression is to change the consciousness of others so that they aspire to their highest ideals. One way that you do this by continually reminding them through your actions that these ideals can be manifested through kind and wise action on earth.

Dec. 24th, 2007

let love open the door.

When people keep repeating
That you'll never fall in love
When everybody keeps retreating
But you can't seem to get enough

Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door
Let my love open the door to your heart

Let my love open the door, ooh
My love open the door
Let my love open the door, ooh
My love open the door

When everything feels all over
  Let my love open the door, ooh
When everybody seems unkind
I'll give you a four leaf clover
  Let my love open the door, ooh
Take all the worry out of your mind


Let my love open the door, ooh
To your heart
Let my love open the door, ooh
Let my love open the door, ooh
Let my love open the door, ooh

I have the only key to your heart
I can stop you falling apart
Try today, you'll find this way
Come on and give me a chance to say

Let my love open the door
It's all I'm living for
Release yourself from misery
There's only one thing gonna set you free
That's my love, that's my love


Let my love open the door
  To your heart
Let my love open the door
  To your heart
Let my love open the door
  To your heart
Let my love open the door

When tragedy befalls you
  Let my love open the door, ooh
Don't let it drag you down
Love can cure your problems
  Let my love open the door, ooh
You're so lucky I'm around

Nov. 27th, 2007


where will i be nov. 27 2008? 
Will i have accomplished more than what i've desired?
Who will i meet by then? I wonder what is the average percentage of people you meet per year. 

I was thinking and i only calculated from senior year high school 2004 till today.. I have met an average 500 new souls. Some have come to stay others have come and left ( everything kinda reflects itself on sex at the end of the day).

Its only my curiosity wild mind and my wonderying.
How many people will i have met the last day of my life. How will i meet them? Who will stick by? Who will just pass by? All interesting questions with out exactly an answer... But i always like to wonder. lol

Well the ones that have sticked on by.. I wish them to stay. You all make me who i am some how..
but if you have to go for what ever reason it maybe../ (not death) you are more than welcome to.
You probably are not meant to be here.

well back to work..

Jun. 20th, 2007


Me estoy desangrando coñaso!

Feb. 6th, 2007

(no subject)

want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd


I thought it classic.
Happy pre-Valentines

Dec. 1st, 2006


at work cleaned teh spreadsheet... faxed ppl... received fax.. faxed more ppl... did some lables... printed out some stuff../ and ofcourse picked up the phone and had various of phone conversations..

wht an amazing day.
Not even being Sarcastic.. it really was great.. went to a great meeting.. and learn something new.
i want to write more but i am to sleepy.. but i thnk maybe tomorrow.. now i need sleep..\
goodnight! ZZZzzzzzz

Nov. 27th, 2006

i want Lorenzo!



Can i have a Lorenzo all for myself!
woa he is so cute!

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